So I started World of Warcraft again...I must say that I forgot how tiring it is sometimes and exhilarating at the same time. Sometimes it makes me think that this could be compared to a video game sport of some kind. However, one bad thing about this is that it takes me away from time I could be using to exercise and lose some of the weight that I've gained over the past 3 years.

Part of me thinks that I will be diligent and be able to limit my time on WoW. But part of me thinks that I might go over the edge again and spend way too much time playing this game. So much has changed since I left it about 4 months ago.

What has changed? Well, you can now use the looking for group to go into 5 man dungeons regular or heroic (depending on your gear) across different realms of the same battlegroup. There's also rewards for completing random instances. Anyway, people in my guild have been doing instances like crazy since the new patch came out and I'm falling further away from how well I could be doing in the game.

But then again...it's just a game. I keep on thinking about how old I am now and if I'll ever advance in my career. I keep on thinking about what is the next step in life? Why am I ignoring God so much? (answer is because I'm playing video games and not managing my time...) It makes me think that I could be doing so much better in my life if I had more self control. I guess I should try to make something happen in my life and do something productive. I'm always wondering what purpose I have here on this earth. But who knows? Maybe I'll never find my purpose here...

Well, I rejoined World of Warcraft, but I don't plan on being there for the majority of my life. I want to do more with my life and I'm going to make sure that I achieve something other than an awesome WoW character.

I will update tomorrow sometime...I need to get back into the right mindset of what I want from this life and where is God leading me? Maybe those are two different things. And I am definitely not on the narrow path.