Thursday, April 01, 2010

So lots of things have happened since I last posted. However, I don't have time to write about them all. Guess I'm finally getting sucked into the world and leaving the life that I knew in college. Seems like all I do is work, play, then sleep for a little bit, then start over again. I don't know what purpose I have here or if I am fulfilling my purpose here, but part of me thinks that there's more important things than what I'm doing now.

When I was in Japan I felt like Japan focused only on Japan. I kept on thinking about how much they're missing out on. But when I thought about it some more, the United States does the same things. We don't report news that's happening in other countries as much and we tend to focus on our own people. I guess wherever you go, people will focus on the people that matter most of them, or who they think matter most to the people who watch...

Anyway, I keep on thinking that there's a bigger purpose here, but I'm failing on seeing it. Maybe how I'm spending my time everyday has something to do with that. I wonder exactly why I was created and why am I here? I don't think that I'm going to find any answers any time soon.

Guess maybe the correct thing to do is to pray and ask for direction.