Monday, September 27, 2010

Sometimes I wonder...why did God save me all those years back? What purpose do I have here? I feel like a poor witness, but as my friends would say, "pick it up! Get right back into it!" It's not necessarily the successes that determine our faith, but how we trust in God and try to do what is right for His kingdom.

Anyway, late night rantings...I guess some things I need to do are to just get back to what I should have been doing. It's easy to fall...but it's harder to get back up and try again...but like anything worth while, you need to keep trying. You need to learn from your mistakes and make a better game plan for next time.

Anyway, writing about this doesn't seem to help me answer my questions as I've been thinking about this for the longest time on this blog.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Tactics Ogre for PSP

Link found here.

Definitely buying this game when it drops in price. I can't seem to get enough of strategy games. I'm not the quickest thinker, so I don't do well in RTS (real time strategy), or FPS (First person shooter.) But when I have time to think, then I can make some good decisions. Generally, most of what these games comes down to is learning what moves the computer will make when you do a trial and error run repeatedly throughout a multiple of saves and restores. Yeah, maybe I'm not smart in these games either...but at least I can get through a game over time heh.

Anyway, not much happening in my life now. Just work and trying to get through the day. We had a major cleanup this past day and man, it was a lot of work. I wonder if I don't keep my area clean...will I be fired eventually? And I know the answer is yes.

Well, it was a good lesson that I can be clean if I try. My parents always feel that they did not raise me right in that they didn't teach me how to clean up. This weekend, I'm going to try. I can't keep on living a messy life and I need to get rid of some of these clothes that I've been wearing for awhile.

Yeah, I need to clean up. I need to be a better example...

Anyway, life has its twists and turns, but I think in the end, do we draw closer to God at the end of the day, or do we keep on living our lives without Him. Cleanliness is next to Godliness huh?